If i give you a wrapped box, for no certin occasion, or reason. and i tell you you get to keep it
for as long as you wish. someday you will know when to open it, that it would actually open it self to you, when the time is right. there could be a "thing" that you've been wanting for ages, or there could be a "bomb"! now, all i know is no matter how hard you shake the box, try and listen to whats in it, keeping it next to you all day, you can only guess whats there, you never know whats waiting for you.that is exactly how i see life.
in life, we live day by day, some days we receive a box, some we dont. some times we wish we never opened the box, that left us with tears and unbelievable pain.
some boxes fill our eyes, hearts and soul with joy and love. i know i have received my share of boxes. i know i will receive more of them.
am i ready? how can i ever know that? do i want more? of course i do. that's life!
i had some of those bomb boxes, and believe me I'm still not over it. to be fair, had the good ones to. i think its the way life can keep its balance.
my boxes were all different, but it got me years to come up with what I'm about to say.
no matter how ugly or beautiful a box is, all boxes give you a message. that God sent you that box, because God loves you. the only thing all these boxes have in common is "Allah".
i now can see that God loves me, were closer than ever :) and that is all i really want from life.
to talk to and feel and miss and want to be with eventually, is no one else, but God.
i know, there is no one else that could be worthy of your love and passion more than "Allah".
i receive his gifts all of them, all kinds with opened arms, with every box i feel "love and peace".
that's all i really care about, that's all that matters to me.
:) i feel great, i feel lucky, i feel loved, more of all, I'm content and happy, I've got god on my side.
hope someday when u receive a certain box, that would be life changing for you.
you would come and read my post again, and then you'll nod and smile, u wouldn't need to comment.
you'll just know were on the same page :) your not "lost" any more.
"life is just ike a box of chocolate, you never know what your gonna get"
thnaks papi :** ummwah