Thursday, May 29, 2008

last night

my pillow hugging my head,
muted tears kiss it back,
i curled in bed ..

-gasp- hold my breath,
vibrating body shakes every thread,
don't wake him up!
your ok! ..

everything is going to be ok ..
all in the dark,
what i cant see .. can never
harm me.

i whisper through the thin crust of air,
- i love you -
finally, wet lashes fall,
and good night.


:::ShoSho::: said...

Awww what happened?! :( I hope you are ok..

Intlxpatr said...

You ARE going to be OK, sweetie, and bless you for your whispered "I love you" through your tears.

No3iK said...

they call it .. lovers quarrel ;p
al7imdellah all is fine :*

bless u :*

Atinzad said...

I am sorry to say, your husband sucks but what can you do other than tolerate.

Allah yekoon ib 3onich

No3iK said...


no no .. its not what u think ..
when ur in love with someone ..
things are different, in a way that i cant explain.

and i must add .. it was my fault :p

Delicately Realistic said...

Awww 7bebti ;*

Big Pearls said...

ooooooh hope everything is ok now

Squirreliya said...

"muted tears" awww ..hope everything is ok ;*

No3iK said...

i miss u :*

*big pearls:
al7imdellah .. more than ok :)

aawww .. ur cute!

:::ShoSho::: said...

Oh that :9 I know the feeling..

Elhamdilla all is fine now *hug*

:::ShoSho::: said...

I donno what :9 that i just typed mean lol i was going to use :( lool

Shoush said...

Glad to read that everything is ok now. :) Btw, i just finished reading ur previous post. How's the bed rest going so far?

PaLoMiNo said...

tara ana yedeeda here o awl mara agra ur blog o hatha awl post agraah so la tloomny lama asa'al asela maleqa ;p
entay metzwja 3an 7ob? a7es hal sho3oor ma eyee ela etha kan 3an 7ob il zawaaj :)
o glad ur ok:)

No3iK said...

lol 3adi t9eeer ba7san al nas :p

wallah bed rest is boring ..
i sneaked out last nite and 7a`6art my cousins estiqbal ;p
i know im a bad girl .. but i really really needed to dress up ;p didnt move .. was sitting the entire time.. but was a very nice needed break.

welcome girl!
i liked ur blog so far keep it up..
and u guessed right .. was more like a fairytale story :)
al7imdellah .. :*

SKITTLES said...

I hope everything is OK. the worst thing is knowing things are not ok with you and someone you love. it sucks.
i loved the poem though :"D

No3iK said...

yeah i know!
specially when u cant do anything about it!

thanks dear :*

Anonymous said...

u had a fight with ur husband?

No3iK said...

yes .. thank God its in the past tense :)

PaLoMiNo said...

el7amdilla future mama ;**

did u ever post the story in the past??? if no 3afiaa goleelnaa yahaaa:) 3a6eena amaal a7na ele faqdyn il amal bel 7ub ;p

ya raby atzaawaaj 7abeeby :*

NoNoWa said...

We have all been there....its just part of marriage. Glad to hear u are ok now hun :) *hugs*

No3iK said...

7abeeebty inshallah ameeeen :*
sooner than u expect ;)
and bout my story it is something ..
too precious and private to share :)
specially that im not anonymous anymore to most of my readers.

yes i know!
the good part.. after its over .. i mean after everything is ok.. it feels amazing! that u almost feel happy u had the fight :p
i know im nuts!

PaLoMiNo said...

Thanks for giving me Hope ;D

Disturbed Stranger said...

I love your words very subtle... very beautiful...

No3iK said...

7abebty, never lose it ;)

*beautiful stranger:
thank you .. do u have a blog?

Dr.paula said...

writting the poem is loving but the feeling is sorrow, hope ur doing gr8.