Thursday, May 29, 2008

last night


my pillow hugging my head,
muted tears kiss it back,
i curled in bed ..

-gasp- hold my breath,
vibrating body shakes every thread,
don't wake him up!
your ok! ..

everything is going to be ok ..
all in the dark,
what i cant see .. can never
harm me.

i whisper through the thin crust of air,
- i love you -
finally, wet lashes fall,
and good night.

25 comments:

:::ShoSho::: said...

Awww what happened?! :( I hope you are ok..

Intlxpatr said...

You ARE going to be OK, sweetie, and bless you for your whispered "I love you" through your tears.

No3iK said...

*shosho:
they call it .. lovers quarrel ;p
al7imdellah all is fine :*

*intl:
bless u :*

Atinzad said...

I am sorry to say, your husband sucks but what can you do other than tolerate.

Allah yekoon ib 3onich

No3iK said...

*atinzad:

no no .. its not what u think ..
when ur in love with someone ..
things are different, in a way that i cant explain.

and i must add .. it was my fault :p

Delicately Realistic said...

Awww 7bebti ;*

Big Pearls said...

ooooooh hope everything is ok now

Squirreliya said...

"muted tears" awww ..hope everything is ok ;*

No3iK said...

*dr:
i miss u :*


*big pearls:
al7imdellah .. more than ok :)


*squirleya:
aawww .. ur cute!

:::ShoSho::: said...

Oh that :9 I know the feeling..

Elhamdilla all is fine now *hug*

:::ShoSho::: said...

I donno what :9 that i just typed mean lol i was going to use :( lool

Shoush said...

Glad to read that everything is ok now. :) Btw, i just finished reading ur previous post. How's the bed rest going so far?

PaLoMiNo said...

tara ana yedeeda here o awl mara agra ur blog o hatha awl post agraah so la tloomny lama asa'al asela maleqa ;p
entay metzwja 3an 7ob? a7es hal sho3oor ma eyee ela etha kan 3an 7ob il zawaaj :)
o glad ur ok:)

No3iK said...

*shosho:
lol 3adi t9eeer ba7san al nas :p
hehehehehehe

*shoush:
wallah bed rest is boring ..
i sneaked out last nite and 7a`6art my cousins estiqbal ;p
i know im a bad girl .. but i really really needed to dress up ;p didnt move .. was sitting the entire time.. but was a very nice needed break.

*palomino:
welcome girl!
i liked ur blog so far ..so keep it up..
and u guessed right .. was more like a fairytale story :)
al7imdellah .. :*

SKITTLES said...

I hope everything is OK. the worst thing is knowing things are not ok with you and someone you love. it sucks.
i loved the poem though :"D

No3iK said...

*skittles:
yeah i know!
specially when u cant do anything about it!

thanks dear :*

..::Amu::.. said...

u had a fight with ur husband?

No3iK said...

*amu:
yes .. thank God its in the past tense :)

PaLoMiNo said...

el7amdilla future mama ;**

did u ever post the story in the past??? if no 3afiaa goleelnaa yahaaa:) 3a6eena amaal a7na ele faqdyn il amal bel 7ub ;p

ya raby atzaawaaj 7abeeby :*

NoNoWa said...

We have all been there....its just part of marriage. Glad to hear u are ok now hun :) *hugs*

No3iK said...

*palomino:
7abeeebty inshallah ameeeen :*
sooner than u expect ;)
and bout my story it is something ..
too precious and private to share :)
specially that im not anonymous anymore to most of my readers.

nonowa:
yes i know!
the good part.. after its over .. i mean after everything is ok.. it feels amazing! that u almost feel happy u had the fight :p
i know im nuts!

PaLoMiNo said...

Thanks for giving me Hope ;D

Disturbed Stranger said...

I love your words very subtle... very beautiful...

No3iK said...

*plamino:
7abebty, never lose it ;)

*beautiful stranger:
thank you .. do u have a blog?

Dr.paula said...

writting the poem is loving but the feeling is sorrow, hope ur doing gr8.