Tuesday, October 31, 2006

i Miss moi

i havent laughed really hard in a while,
i havent been with real people for a few days now.
i miss that u know .

the reason im posting is that i have realized ive been very very, lets say "gloomy" lately.
i miss the lightness laughter fun i used to have around here.

oh well, come and goes i guess.
so no, im not going to vent, nag or bitch today.
i just wanted to .... oh ok, so theres no other word for it!
- ummmmmmmmmmm - ...
nope no other word.

so i heard that it rained and i didnt know!! i missed out on the first rain.
i actually learned that it did, from papillonas blog. how sad is that!!

ummmmmmmmmm ... i need a change, i need a new look.
my blog certainly does. im planning on getting anew template,,, so what do u all think?
its not gonna lose its greenness. Since I love green ;)
and what about my display pic, u think it should go to? Or should I keep it?

i seriuosly have no idea what date or day were in, i sometimes dont even know if im still in the same day or not? my days are all just smudged into each other:

woke up 1:00 am stayed up until 1:30 pm
woke up 7:55 pm went back to sleep 8:15 pm
woke up 1:30 am, slept 7:00 am
woke up 9:48 am and im still up..
really hoping ill stay up..
my target is 12:00 am .. so im wishing ill make it today inshalah.

Oh and did I tell u I stopped with the job hunt. Im thinking, going to the gym is much nicer than actually having a job! ;)

lovesssssssss hugsssss and kisses :*

p.s: i need a hair cut to.
pps: i miss dalol !! sooooooo much, i miss all my friends.

28 comments:

Yazeed said...

shotgun

sorry no3ik
i have too much fun with shotguns
i need to get a life
will read and comment

SouS said...

I haven't really left my bedroom in 3 days, everything I need is in here..
-phone (though I haven't answered anyone's call in days)
-laptop
-TV
it's been a gloomy couple of days, and my shutters are closed.. so i don't even know if it's day or night..
So is that the same thinG?

Yazeed said...

i told you that ur not "you"
bas when i say something, lazim t6al3eeny as the one who's mistaken :(
i knew it wasnt u, and u cant deny i didnt say something

keep the template, give us the old no3ik back :)

oo khoosh target, 12 am, i wonder whos idea was it? hmmm who could it be? whoooo could it beee? who could it beeee? (i could go on with that but i seriously need to sleep)

u need to go to the gym? didnt u say u need to gain a few kilos? me confused, me very confused.
get a job, inshallah soon.

tc oo keep the target

Common_Sense said...

Girl, I guess everyone noticed that. I promise just 3adly nomitich oo everything will be alright ;) thebaa7na el mood, every 5 sec ;p

YoupPpi said...

wai wai wai !
Tra enty mo cHthe ? lish serty chthe ;P kila mn wgt enoom lazm t3dleen nomtch walla b3den u'll have ur normal life back ,u'll meet real ppl , see and feel the rain as u wished .. Lana salft ench tdren about the rain from another blog Mo zaina ;Ppp emmm bs awl mra i read shy chthe eb wagt 6be3e mo awl ma i wake up as i used to .. eMmm dont cut ur hair ;Pp mmm .. ur pic well i used to search for ur pic instead of ur name in the comments i think ppl used to it bs etha b5a6rch tghaireen change it ;* and am sure every one will like it since it urs and u r the one who choose it ;* love Uuuuu

do0da said...

awal shay a7taj for deleting my shotgun bes yala ma3alay in6awflich iyaha :r

"i havent laughed really hard in a while,"

inzain ya3ni all these lols ily tarsa feehum ilpages shino mujamala =P

oo meh i heard the rain was for a few mins only so ma6iftay shay it barely counts =P

oo al7een mo 9arlich qarn working 3ala template yala post it o with that banner nadoy will love =P itha tabeen athakrich il send it to you when you get on oo the dp well madri kaifich i got used to this one bes if unless u have shay ibalich then 3adi oo or put the chanel lady =P

oo and the Gym vs Job is a no brainer if it was up to me id pick BED ! bes since thats not what you want em nagay ily iray7ich =P

ne ways cheer up ur lifes not that bad =)

Reem said...

heeey sweets :)
-this amazing "lightness laughter" u talk about is smth great, but well we cant have that a lot.. so we have to miss it.. i think u should be glad, for u have this inner lightness about u.. u make me smile reading ur writings, that must feel good ha? u inspire ppl, that must feel great :D mo?
- the rain missed u im sure, not vice virsa ;)
-ur confused sense of time is soooo artistic.. bs u have to "regualte" (i hate using this word, it's so closed!) ur sleeping hours, for ur health honey :)

i hope very very soon u'll be united with ur dear friends..
love u and ur amazing shiny writings.. whatever ur blog may look like, im sure it'll be great!

monsterous kisses and violent hugzzzzz :*
Go You all the way!

Marzouq said...

What up girl..

Hopefully you do get things back on schedule.. it is kind of annoying when all the days are smuged to together..

What kind of job are you looking for? I might need some help with some stuff.. but it will take some time out of your hands.. can you legally work, thats also a question!What are your creds? shoot me an email blog(at)zdistrict(dot)com

A gym is a good thing too! I have started going to the gym again. it feels good, I just need to be on schedule!!!

Inshall you can stay up until 12am!

phoenix said...

NO3ik... Man do I love this blog or what??
INshallah you get out of this "gloomy mood" soon. ANd if there's anything I can do or say just let me know right away!
As for the blog.. I know anything you choose is going to be wonderful! And the picture I LOVE!! but again if you;re gona change it I know you're gona make the right choice.
Don't sweat it about sleeping.. We've all been having problems in that department!
P.S:I can't wait to meet No3ik.. With or without gravity!
All my love to you darling.

MiYaFuSHi said...

Need some1 to tickle you?

Bella Color said...

I 2nd common sense... he's right... tara disrupted sleeping patterns causes depression (esmallah 3alich bas be careful)...

ooooh 7abebti im soo sad to hear that u r going thru this phase!! is there anything i can do to help u?!?!?!

Just remember the good old days that u used to have with ur friends... it might cheer u up...

Im here for u, hon :)
Anytime u need anything, u know where to find me :)

Take care of urself... dont let me be worried...

SaRo0Na said...

hey no3ik!
first visit to ur blog and i already have added u to my blog list :D
well, am going through what ur going through!
badaina dawam on Sat and for 4 days i have done work that could easily be done in 4 hours!
marra mo5y mgffel after Ramadan and Eid vacation!
ohh yeah, i CUT my hair the night before Eid.. go ahead and cut yours!

Jacqui said...

LOL OMG! WE'RE IN THE SAME BOAT!

Hehehe I just joined a gym so that I get some sort of organization in my life since I still didn't get a good job! Hehehe wow never knew someone out there had the same situation.

P.S. I understand about the need to sleep when you have nothing better to do :/

um-miT3ib said...

min sijich 7amgaaannaaaa inich ma3indich shghil w noomtich 3ala kaifich? SEIIIIIIZE THE MOMENT!! EXPAAAAAAAAAANNNDD UR HORIZEN ! :P enjoy :P

Zalabya said...

i dont know want to say ,, i guess im going through the same
it sucks

and btw i had a new hair cut yesterday
i felt good for few hours and then its gone
lol g3 afaker ene agare3 !

Zalabya said...

i dont know what to say ,, i guess im going through the same
it sucks

and btw i had a new hair cut yesterday
i felt good for few hours and then its gone
lol g3 afaker ene agare3 !

Maze said...

It's a phase...just look at the brighter side....good luck!

ZiZoTiMe said...

I think u need to change everything but i'm with u... Don't change the green colour

AmoOora said...

Walla i had a feeling something was up, kel yoom achayek il.blog 0o agool 7ag nafsy wain No3ik, ma ektebaat post wla ektebat comment.

I feel you 7bebty, we hav all been there, its those days in everyones life where you feel like 5alaa9 you cant take it anymore however with me thats almost everyday.
I understand how you feel about missing your friends im going through the exact same thing, i moved and left all my friends behind. Me too i havent laughed for real for a long time bSs dont worry, everyday you get closer to seeing them again inshalla.
oo 3adly noomtich like everyone said 0o ur blog, do whatever you want with it cuz it will still be the best. Just like reem said, you should be happy the things you write make people smile, inspire them and belive me we all wait for your new posts so we can read the amazing things you write..

The rain, kelha 1 or 2 drops. you missed nothing.
Hair cut, sounds like fun. Get a new look, i like getting a new look every couple of months, its fun..

And no3ik, remember before you wanted something from auk, i added you bss were never online at the same time. so tell me what do you need, inshalla ill be able to help.

Love you 7bebty ;* Smile, show us your pretty smile.

I wrote too much, sorry..

No3iK said...

first of all ppl i would like to make one thing clear ...
DOODA the famous shot gunner dooda did shot gun this post first, but i deleted the entire post by mistake!!
kilshaaay wala boooozik ya 7asoon! :p


*yazeeeeeed:
we all need to get a life man!

*sous:
u said everything, does that include
water and a bathroom :p
yeeeh sweets were on the same page :*

*yazeed:
im not me !! hmmm ... u think?
well im not laughing like i used to, but still im myself in a darker way i guess..
lol and i need the gym coz i feel like i need to move my body! i want to feel good bout my self.

*common:
ma7ad galik be my friend :p
u have to put up with all my 5 secs swingies :p

*youpi:
ur right ofcourse,
specialy bout the pic part
im not used to leaving things and stuff.. u know i get bit attached to them its not easy to just leave them :( fa is still dont know

*dooda:
la ti7taaaj walahum ya7zanon ... see the entry kilaha 3shaaanik bs! ana ensana 7aganeya ;)

the lols are not mojamala ,, i do laugh but not in real life..i cant explain it.. u should understand.

and the template ive got new ideas now :p not nadias thingy
and LAMO!!! ud pick a BED! now thats really something..get ur ass back here in kuwait mo ela shahada :p

*reem:
u naughty u !! u know which buttons to press dont u ;p
ok ok, ur comment was too much, i inspire and make ppl smile :)
-sigh- well that sure feels great
and if it is true...? thank u for telling me :*
i loooooooooved ur monsterous kisses ;) love u to babes :***

*marzouq:
annoying!! yeh tell me about it..
lol yeh i can work legaly!
and ill email u .. i guess ..
the gym thing is sure a good idea i miss going to the gym inshalah this week ill visit ;)

*phooophi:
- hugs-
ok this is official everytime u comment ill hug u :*
enzain ... the pic, ill have some options and will see what will i end up with.
sleeping i know , adri ive been driving everyone crazy with my sleeping nagging! i promise this will be the last post bout that :p
my blog looooooves ur presence! ;)

*miyafushi:
im the most tickilish person i think on earth! when im tickled i dont laugh i KICK! and get really pissed!!! not a good idea ;p

*bella:
aaawwwww .. 7bebty dont worry kilish
ur doing enough already,
and yes i cant wait for u to come back :) that will booooost me up for sure ;p

*sarona:
wow!! really :) thanks sweets.
and bout the hair cut ..
na3eeeeeeeeeeeeman girl ;)
and ofcourse welcome to my blog dear.

*jaqcui:
oh yeah i just read ur post! were sooo on the same boat ..
i didnt know u were back in kuwait a9lan!
anyways 7bebty .. best of luck
and the gym idea always works out coz moving ur body and ur blood circulation is the best thing u can do right now. they say: alnoom eyeb al noom ;)

*um mit3ib:
lol ok thanks for cheering me ,, bs leeei meta i expand !! my back is starting to hurt mn kthr al nom !!

*zalabya:
OMG!! sooooo u did it !! wow
wanasa wanasa wanasa
i want to see asap! ;) sexy im sure.

*maze:
wisely said .. and it did make me feel better thanks :)

*ziz:
yaaaaay wanasa ;)
yeeh i love my greeny baby

*amoora:
thank u thank u thank u ...
u checkup on me! - aawwww -
i think im gonna cry :``)
i know ur going through a hard time trying to cope with the situations missing ur friends and cat :(
b3d 3mre ...
my god! arent u the sweetest
u just unravelled all my thoguhts into a smlie .. thanks wallah :*
and bout the email .. i didnt get an email from u since then.. so im not sure .. coz the one i use is not the one i have here .. i mean i dont sign in with no3ik .. i have a nother account .. so plz just email me ur email on no3ik@hotmail and ill add u inshalah.

ps. i looove long comments! comment away 7bebty ;)
:**** lovessssss.

Anonymous said...

Look, I have no idea what the #@$# you're going through no3ik but seriously you have to get yourself out of it and soon.

It's normal to be down sometimes but you shouldn't get hung up in it for so long that it's starting to control you.

Your friends DO miss you... I miss you. You dont' answer our calls or msgs. I used to feel so happy when you're around, joking, laughing, singing... It made our life beautiful when you're yourself and shining. One of your comments are true- you do inspire us. So get your gorgeous ass out of that friggin bed and start living. I'm picking you up this week and i'm kicking your ass.

By the way.. it's me d

Anonymous said...

Look, I have no idea what the #@$# you're going through no3ik but seriously you have to get yourself out of it and soon.

It's normal to be down sometimes but you shouldn't get hung up in it for so long that it's starting to control you.

Your friends "do" miss you... I miss you. You dont' answer our calls or msgs. I used to feel so happy when you're around, joking, laughing, singing... It made our life beautiful when you're yourself and shining. One of your comments are true- you do inspire us. So get your gorgeous ass out of that friggin bed and start living. I'm picking you up this week and i'm kicking your ass.

By the way.. it's me d

Fonzy said...

1- if ur bored with ur blog, change it
2- if ur bored with ur display pic, changhe it

i recently did a makeover for my blod, it still needs work but am happy with it

3- NEVER stop with a job hunt. it took me 9 months to find a job and now i believe it was worth it!
4- get a haircut
5- call dalol
6- dont worry it will rain again and it will feel just as good. and it only sprinkled, wasnt that big of a deal:)
7- cheer up!! :P

Vodka said...

Yes yes it rained!!!
I was out when it rained
Oh it was so beautiful how the car slipped and almost flipped from a quick U turn
I Hate RAIN :@
And i dont miss Winter

and Shotgun =)
Kaifi ;P

YoupPpi said...

well Fonzy just gave u (liKole moshklaton 7aL ) ;P
YaLLa do it ,, then Tra u looked fine lma i saw u yesterday ;** enshala 3ala 6ool zaiNa .. bs ilmoshkla iTha 3ishte feha matn7l just start with something ;*
Wish u the best and Thanx for every every thing my great friend ;)

phoenix said...

And.. I love your blogs presence sweets.
I LOVE it when YOU nag!(now read all the bold letters)
oo Again i know you'll make a wonderfu; choice with the picture and the template..
< hugging you right back. >

Fuzzy said...

do what you have to do as long as it doesnt envolve a plastic surgeon :P

No3iK said...

*anonymous:
arent u the sweetest thing :p
i knew who u were before u said it, coz i know u when ur pissed or worried :p that ssoooo cute !! :* thats why i love u .. thanks dear :*** inshalah tomorrow morning im going out with u like i promised so no worries.

*fonzy:
welcome to my blog, and i have to admit...that was hot ;p u just telling me what to do heheheheh
it did make sense .. but the thing is my biological clock is set now to wake me up when its night...so even if i stay up alll day exhausted, sleep at 12:00 am like i did today, i wokeup two hours later! and im still up ... so its kinda more complicated than i thought. but thanks ;)

*vodka:
lol aham shay al shot gun :p
anyways .. 5a6akum al sooo drive safely .. and carefuly no speeding plz .. wear the seat belt b3d .. and what else .. yeh signal before taking a turn :p
and welcome to my blog.

*youpi:
thanks for coming over sweets mostly thanks for the donuts ;) yummmmzy
was gr8 seeing u for sure ;)

*phoophi:
:*****

*fuzzy:
ok thanks so thats a green light to do what ever i want as long it doesnt involve "plastic"
- wonderful - ;) arent u the best! thanks.