Mediai try many different things, in many different ways, i do some stuff, i say others, i meet with people ...i have tried on new colors and clothes.
i do what I've been taught and told .. i say and believe that if i do, i might then be happy.
left the country, yoga, shopping .. chocolate.. shoes ...
i have opened up a lot ...
i wrote, i tore, i even painted ...
at the end ... nothing but disappointment.
i keep thinking what possibly could be missing.
what is it that i didn't do, or say or think of, that would release me from this race!
its more like a task.
Realityevery human is on a task, its an obligation to try and please yourself, be happy.
we all want to be happy ... that's why we live this life .. no body wants to live it being miserable and sad. Trying/wanting to be happy makes us wake up every morning, and do what we all do.
it is the main reason for us, being happy and reaching the ultimate happiness which is of course in the after life, if we ever make it to heaven inshalah ;) -fingers crossed-
sometimes i feel like, wanting to be happy makes me unhappy!
which got me thinking I'm sure with all the variety of ppl around .. they all have their own simple little ways of trying to be happy when they're not. I'm really curious to know.. what are the other ways...???
Questionso yeah my point was .. i want to be happy ... what should i do?
*ps: -green makes me happy-